New constant.

I don’t like new years resolutions because I don’t like failure. Instead, near the end of each year, I like to make a list of things to look forward to. Things I want to work on, to get better at. That way, I’m not setting myself up for failure, I’m simply motivating myself to push harder. And if it doesn’t happen, it’s fine because I’ll pick myself up and try again next year. This time, I’m giving myself another chance at getting fit. I’ve been telling myself for so long, what’s the point of trying if I never go through with it? Well here I am, trying again. I’m actually starting to panic because in 5 months time, I will be in a tropical country where I won’t be able to bear this extra baggage I’m carrying. I’m not overweight by any means, but I really need to lose at least 10lbs. That would be the minimum requirement in my book. The thing is I’m tall and I can get away with a lot but not anymore. I’m starting to notice it in the way I feel weary and slow. I want to be energized and in control of my body. I’ve felt this way before, and it’s not about looking hot, it’s about being aware of every movement your body makes. It’s such a high that it gets addictive. I’d really like to reach that point again and for that to be my new constant.

Which is why I’ve started this blog in the first place, to serve as an inspiration or thinspiration, if you will. To be a constant reminder of where I want to be. And if you feel at all like me, we can do it together, I’d love some company along the way!


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